maybe it's me

#1 (**permalink**) 11-03-2006, 09:27 AM

he's not a bad person. and i can't just quit talking to him. i love him and ignoring him would make it worse. is it me? am i letting my niece's death come between us? i'm not trying too. i just wish he'd let me cry, while he holds me and get it out. and no, he stopped drugs a long time before we met. i hope he hasn't turned to them again. and i don't think it's someone else. we both work a lot and never get time 2 see eachother. i had a friend & her boyfriend offer to keep my babies for a weekend, while we went somewhere. thing is, neither one of us can afford to take time off. we're hopefully going to Va for THANKSGIVING. which i'm really looking forward too. i'll try to talk to him again this weekend. if he doesn't give me the chance, then what? i can't wait forever. it's killing me.

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