I am trying to loose weight, I am not to far from a new gym that has yoga, volly ball, different excersies I am so EXCITED about joining but I don't want to join until I loose all my weight and it's close to that dreaded . period time, I am sure that's why I am bigger looking to myself and the scale said I was 171 now back to 174. I am so disgusted. Yes, have been cheating but I didn't think it was that much. I had some candy, I went down to 1 can of coke and I would add 2 at times in a day. I wish I would start and then I could see about my weight.
I wont stop this time, I will keep exsersing and eating more better, more right.
I have so many clothes I bought thinking when I loose my weight, WOW! I will be wearing this.* I can't wait...
And in September I telling about this on my blog, about the Aniversary of the death on my precious apple of my eyes, my life and sunshine "Piggie Pie" she passed away September 8, 2001 will be going on 5 years. I really need your help everyone please, I get so depressed, some times I do really well, sometimes o.k. and some times like today not o.k. and when it gets close to her anivesary it's unbearable. Then mom's little man, fur baby passed on December 26, 2001 and after we have had many deaths in the family.
thank you so much right now. I am so sorry to bother all of you with this but I just need to talk and I appreciate your support and listening.
Take care,
Kat.

Kat just remeber they r in a better place now! I know its hard becuz ts hard 4 me espec when my close friend pass in Dec and my step-day in July and my real dad in June and other family memebers! But I am tryin 2 stand strong and overcome what happen and just think they watchin over me and they will always be here 4 me if anything happens! But thru they years it helps me! I am here 4 you if you need some1 2 talk 2! I will pm you my address and yahoo id okay!