Helllp!

my name is bre, and i want more than anything to be healthy. i feel so good when i eat right and work out, so why do i let myself slip up? it doesnt even make me feel better to overeat, not work out, or eat something i shouldnt.

i had my first baby 2 and a half months ago. the funny thing is, i didnt really gain all that much weight during the pregnancy. in fact, i got complements on how good i looked all the time, even from complete strangers. it wasnt until AFTER my c section that i started putting on pounds, and i'm a whopping 30 pounds heavier than before i got pregnant.

i dont really have any support... my boyfriend insists on eating fattening foods and always says "i love you just the way you are, you dont need to lose weight". im glad he loves my body and is happy with me, but i wish he would understand that i dont like the way i look or feel and i'm not going to be happy if i dont get in shape.

i just need someone who will be there for me whenever i feel like cheating, and to give me some motivation to get moving when i'm feeling lazy. would anyone like to be my diet buddy? i'm really looking forward to getting to know a few people on here who are going through the same thing i am

sorry, i'm not usually one to throw myself a pity party. i'm just really not feeling to highly of myself after my day today

hope to talk to you soon, bre