Re: letting go of binge eating
hello again. I posted a blog about my heart valves leaking and the upcoming cardiovascular tests I am getting w/in the next 2 weeks. I am just really stressed about a lot of things. This morning I awoke to find out our 17 year old pug urinated all over the $200 surge protector with all the plugs for the tv, cable, stereo, etc. It took me 2 hours to get the smell out. And I was already stressed about the dr appt.
Last February we had extension cords for the tv and she peed on them and it caught on fire. Luckily we have tile on the floor or our house woulda burned down as we were gone when it happened.
So, I can't find a solution to this problem. I put pee pee pads out and she won't use them but if I put rugs up, she uses those haha. She just urinated in the living room. It's frustrating!
Then I have a cat that won't stay in and I have a cranky neighbor who complains that my cat goes in his yard. Well, I can't keep this cat in but I try my hardest. Someone's always leaving the door open so he gets back out and he won't come in til he's ready. I just feel like taking both the cat and the dog to the pound so I don't have to keep dealing with all this stress! Everytime my neighbor sees me he is telling me about my cat bothering him. He's extreme, but still the guy has a right to his yard being cat free. My cat loves his yard for some reason.
Anyhow, now I am afraid to eat anything and I am thinking of how it's going to affect my heart. Now I know why when my grandma said, "If you have your health, today is a good day". When your health starts fading it sure sheds new light on things!
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