hey all,
i was mia again, partly for good - the move and son's b-day party and partly for evil (

), was binging again. Last night I had this epiphany as I was eating my cookie dough - yes the big guns came back. My emotional eating is about times that i feel un-supported or needy. I don't do needy very much, and then when i do need i can get really upset. that was me last night. Pregnancy adds this whole other level to need and support as well. I was freaking out about what to do with our son when I go into labor - what is the plan and all. We hashed it out - the man and i - but then i still chowed. i had already bought the dough and was in that binge zone...this really is a continual work. i can say that i have total belief that i can do this. i'm just not using right now to do it. that may sound like an excuse, but it is part of how i enact change. i go for it when i am really ready, before then i don't try too hard so that i don't have the disappointment in myself. I don't actually have the diet binge cycle at all. Just the binge...
okay, you all take care!
came back to add - i went to yoga fri, sat, and sun even in the midst of the party prep and move stuff!
also, i too CAN eat the entirety of anything. I can't really seem to stop on some foods, so those are the ones I typically don't buy (cheeze-its, oreos, cookie dough). Other ones I can stop or I can binge - like pizza.
gotta go kiddo needs me!