i find the more i clean, the more pictures and things of my niece i find. i've cried all wkend and even now. my sister gave me the dvd that was made for her. it's so beautiful. i really miss her and i thought i was doing good. i know the tears will never stop. but, it's hard when you have no one u can talk too. sorry, i just had to get that out. thanks for listening.
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[FONT=\"Arial,]Hi Nancy, you know you can let things out here whenever needed, we\'ll listen! If there\'s no one in your family that you can talk to about the ongoing sadness and the struggle to deal with such a hard loss, you should check in your area. Here are a few links that could be good to check out, too:
http://www.sharegrief.com[/font][FONT=\"Arial,]
http://gottrouble.com/legal/estate_planning/grief.html[/font]
[FONT=\"Arial,]It\'s impossible to think that your sadness will ever go away entirely, but in time you\'ll be able to focus on the many happy memories I\'m sure you have of your niece, and have an easier time day to day. We\'re here for you - take care!![/font]