Why are you here?

I am here because to be healthy I need to loose 190 pounds (yep, you heard me right 190).

I am here because I think I need to loose 190 pounds, I am not sure because I am to big for the scale (apparently they have a weight limit).

I am here because some day if I get in a car accident I don't want to die because I can't fit into the seat belts.

I am here because I want to go able to go on a road trip with family/friends and not have to take my seat belt extender.

I am here because my ENTIRE life I have been fat, I want to know what its like to been skinny for once.

I am here because I am 23 years old and I never worn anything "cute" because either it doesn't come in my size or I look a freak in it.

I am here because I want to be able to see and tough my toes!

I am here because I am to be able to get out of the car with grabbing onto everything and without the car raising 6" after I get out.

I am here because I want to be able to live a long and healthy life.

I am here because someday I want someone to care about be and the way I look now I will never find my soul mate.

I am here now because I don't want to have to worry about not fitting into cars, chairs, booths, and etc.

I am here because I am tired of being in the store, picking up a HUGE pair of pants looking at them thinking MY GOSH THE THINGS TO BIG and then have them not fit.

I am here because I am tired of worrying if something will break if I sit or lean on it.

I am here because I am tired of not being able to do what I want.

I am here because I want to feel good about myself.

I am here because I don't want to feel embarrassed anymore.

I AM HERE because I am SO TIRED of this body! It restricts me, it is a threat to my health, it is disgusting, embarrassing, and I AM TIRED OF IT! I have lived with it for TO LONG and IT IS TIME TO LOOSE THIS WEIGHT ONCE AND FOR ALL!