I dunno how many of those pushups I'll be able to do!
How's everyone doing today? I'm feeling a little better this morning, nervous waiting to hear (or not) if I get to start a new job on Monday, excited about going away for the weekend with my hubby and some friends- going to weigh in and do my measurements and stuff tomorrow, and hopefully I'll be able to keep my eating in track with restaurant food.
I am really getting anxious about keeping myself on track and getting a new job. Planning on bringing a sack lunch every day- which is something I've never done before: soup, sandwich, veggies, etc. and starting off on the right foot. Really anxious about how to get activity in, but I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.
I did get off of my couch and go for an extra walk yesterday afternoon and had a nice peaceful time. The day before, I got halfway through and I just sobbed and sobbed but kept going. My emotions have really been all over the place- trying to keep myself on track and make even more changes has been proving to be difficult. I'm getting there.
I'm starting to notice all of the fat in my stomach getting firmer and firmer- dare I say I'm building muscle underneath?!

and that was a pretty exciting revelation. Now if I could get my shape to budge, I'd be a pretty happy girl. Looking forward to getting back to the 220's here shortly- in Feb. when I saw my Doctor last, I was 228 with all of my clothes on, so I'm almost back there-