Hi!
Happy Saturday! What a week! I feel exhausted. I missed you all, and wanted to get on here more, but just couldn't. The kids and me have all been less than 100%. We're getting there now though.
Feeling quite emotional at the moment too, 2 years exactly since I lost my ectopic baby, and now coming up to Christmas when my little girl should have been born. I feel quite weepy all the time. *sigh* I find it easy to go on Facebook and pretend everything is ok, but harder to come on here and act happy when I'm not, you know? It is easier to hide behind silly games and comments there, but you guys are all lovely, so you notice when things aren't great. Sorry, I know you all have stuff going on too, and I think about you all lots.
(((hugs)))
Fi
Oh, and I put on a pound! Bloody hell! lol. Next week, next week, I will try harder.
Actually I thought about bailing out, and leaving you all (but still popping in to say hello and keeping in touch) because, frankly, I'm not much help at the moment! But I know I am better off here, keeping on trying. So I'm still here, until I get booted off, lol
Sending lots of love guys! xoxo