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Originally Posted by 37179
Sheryl - I have to ask... (Since you just posted right above me, and I saw your weight ticker..) What's it like to be 54 lbs lighter? I can only imagine, which is part of what gets me through each day being so strict on myself... I picture myself 100lbs thinner every day, and at times it's really hard, but when I first wake up and do my morning exercise, I feel healthier and can visualize myself healthier and lighter... What's funny, when I talk to my husband about my weight (my goal being 160) I always pull a Freudian slip and say things like... "I wish I could just get below 160.. I've been stuck here for weeks!" and he smiles and corrects me, but tells me I must be visualizing something hard to always slip up on my weight... I love doing that because I think it sort of sets it in your mind that our goals are tangible, and I think we'll all reach our goals a lot sooner than we think! Good luck girls, press on and you'll succeed!! (These little posts are my boosters, btw.. LOL I still haven't figured out where you guys get those cute little things ya'll been stickin on my page! hahaha)
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Once I lost about 30 lbs I was feeling like I could do this. I started to have a bit more energy and confidence. I was feeling like I could move properly again and that felt good. I got stuck at about 40 lbs and it came off very slowly for a while. I think I had a mental block to get below 200, I waivered right at 204 -200 for many weeks. Then I hit 199 (the middle of July) then 196(end of July) and it felt great, I felt like a new person. I felt thin (sort of). Then I decided to stop counting cals for a while, I thought I had the eating under control. Then life happened and had to deal with some emotional things, Sept 1st I started a new job and then exercise went out the window and over the next several weeks I went back up to 203. I was thinking I was doomed to be around 200. BUT NOT ANY MORE. I had to make a decision that I DO DESERVE THIS and I CAN DO THIS. Thus the new plan I started 3 weeks ago. I lost that 7 lbs in two week and this week I am on FRESH FAT, I lost 1.6 lbs now @ 194.4.
In some ways I think that break actually did me good. I was getting too frustrated and had been on my same plan for 8 months; I was getting tired of it. Now, I feel fresh and ready to lose the rest.
I am feeling much stronger, literally, and can hardly believe I have lost THAT much weight. At first, I didn’t think I could get back down to 199 but on the other hand, I didn’t think I would ever get over 199 a decade ago.
At first hitting 199 I was feeling thin and now I am feeling fat again. It is all comparative.
Things I can do that I couldn’t when I started that surprised me. I can cross my legs again when I sit. I can touch the floor with the palms of my hands (bending over). I can tie my shoe without having to sit or put my foot up on a chair. I can sit crossed legged on the floor again (Indian style). I put all these things off to age before but really it was because my fat got in the way.
Sorry this was long but I have my fire back and I am excited
