My Wish List

(and santa better have me on the good list. I am only naughty when the mood is right, I promise!)

*To go to the Christmas Party @ Ray's work this year looking and feeling like a heartbreaker.
*When people compliment me, to actually believe them and not feel like they are complimenting because the fat girl squeezed into a formal gown and some heels instead of a hoodie and jeans.
*To feel pretty with out even needing to hear it.
*Set a good healthy example for my beautiful girls. So they grow up not being fat teenagers and hating their whole life. (Like I did)
*This is embarassing but to maybe wear a little naughty something now and then with out feeling like a beached whale covered in lace and satin.
*Onederland would be fabulous!

And Santa, my Most Important, Biggest Wish is to look in the mirror and smile, and to stop this hate I have for myself. I want to love me, not just on the inside-the outside too. I don't want my girls to get older and know what my brain is thinking.

Santa, I gotta go get on the exercise bike to do my part. I am looking forward to seeing you in December, and looking forward to you seeing less of me!

Lots of love,

Mrs. Smith (AKA Mrs. Clause once a year)

Ok this is a beautiful idea:
My wish list?
1. to be fit and healthy and not obsess over the scale
2. to truly show the love and support I have been given to others
3. to accept the things about my body that I can't change
4. to adopt an attitude of total gratitude.
5. to maintain my weight loss.
6. To let my happiness on the inside touch everyone I know!
That is what I can think of for now!

Originally Posted by yvette

i love this! thank you

i loved reading everyone's wishlists. if i were a was a crying person i would def. be in tears. i don't cry much anymore, but i def. felt all your responses. they were real. thank you all for putting yourselves out there and sharing. and now it is my turn:
MY WISH LIST***
To really feel sexy.
To have a healthy relationship with food
To feel strong(on a whole)
To enjoy the holiday without having to think about calories
To influence my friends and family to be healthy
To have a sense of pride and confidence that is no longer fleeting
To show my son all i can be
To accept the things that i cannot change or aren't 100% happy with
And most of all, to know i will continue to live this way to the end, which will be a very long time.

My slogan

I'll be looking fine in 2009!

My Christmas Wish List

(1) To be even a greater mom and wife that God calls me to be.
(2) To be happy when I look in the mirror
(3) To be able to accept when things go wrong and realize the answer is
NOT picking up sweets or drinks (sodas)
(4) To be a great example to my girls.
(5) To look sexy for my hubby!
(6) To be 30 lbs lighter and able to wear "skinny clothes"
(7) To be able to accept things and realize that I can't always fix them.
(8) To be the best buddy I can be to my great friends on here!

I need to post this picture on here so all of you will know what I plan on looking like this Christmas! Heck, maybe I can even wear this dress again for the ball in 2009! Or, just treat myself to a new one

Originally Posted by Cynthia

I need to post this picture on here so all of you will know what I plan on looking like this Christmas! Heck, maybe I can even wear this dress again for the ball in 2009! Or, just treat myself to a new one

ur so pretty! you CAN do it! the dress is beautiful, but i love the idea of treating yourself to a new one!

My Christmas Wish list
1) to be healthy
2) to meet my goal
3) to be able to buy something special to wear and enjoy wearing it for Christmas
4) To find out that children are possible for me to have
5) to laugh in my doctor's face
6)To be in pictures from Christmas and be happy in them
to not have to worry about food during the holidays, to know that I can handle it!
7) to feel beautiful
8) to believe my hubby when he says I look good.

MY Christmas Wish List

1] I want to at 129.
2] I want to feel beter about myself.
3] I want people to compliment me on my weight loss.
4] I want to enjoy my family and friends, and this christmas have pictures with them not hide from the camera,
5] most of all i want to be healthy