Anna..don't you dare!!!! I didn't eat the candy so you can NOT eat the cupcake!!!!

Anna.........flush it down the toilet so you don't go diving into the garbage for it!!!!!!

OK....I just got done working out and have finished 32 ounces of water so far and just refilled the mug.

If any of you are looking for a floor workout, this Firm Total Body Time Crunch has grown on me. you can do it the full 45 mins or there is an express 25 min workout. Guess I have some time on my hands so I will be doing the 45. LOL

Earlier, a staffing agency called me. They found my resume on Monster and gave me a call about a position that is open...but it is an hour away, so no way.

So now I have an hour of down time before I have to go get the kids from school.
This morning when I was leaving for WW, I actually left before Kevin. He said he didn't realize I had an appointment this morning and then he added that this being home will grow on me since I have so much that can keep me busy during the day. We'll see.

Hey. Today has been quite enlightening. I have realized how much I like to eat and how much I love food. I am doing my prep today for the colonoscopy tomorrow at 12:20. It was amazing how stressed I was last night at the fact I can only have clear liquids today. I truly felt like an addict that was having their fix taken away. To make matter worse I have to get the kids their meals today. NOthing like staring at food and not being able to eat it. But Ia m trying to look at this as a chance to get my system all leaned out and start anew with eating smart. Perfect time to get back on track! Okay.. enough of my woes.

Nik~ I am so sorry about the issue with Mike. As you said it doesn't help for him to be unloving about things. You realize you need to make some changes. Let us know what the doc says.

Anna~ Obviously the trashcan doesn't work. Maybe the papershredder....

Terry~ Good job at NOT blowing it! Hang in there. One thing I would check would be your caloric intake... are you sure you aren't getting more calories than you should somehwere - condiments, veggies? Things that we don't count on ww but increacse our calories? Does that make sense? Bottom line you have to have a 3500 cloric intake to lose a pound.

Jen~ Sorry Kevin is leaving again. UGH @ Devan and the texting. I agree with you - the phone would be gone!

Erin~ Congrats on the loss.

Xan~ Seems the blues have been going around. I think we all need some spring or maybe some summer vacation. How's the back and when does Billy go to neuro?

Sue~ Is this week any slower?

April~ Eggs sound pretty hadn't thought of cracking them!

Lizzy~ Glad you are feeling a bit better. Have you thouht of calling doc for a different sleeping RX if this one is not working too well?

BBL....

man alive, i need a kick in the pants.
my desk is a mess, i have tons of emails to return, and a few calls too.
and here i sit.

nik's post made me want to cry. i feel so awful about myself right now-but apparantly not awful enough to keep up with the program. i wear the same few items of clothing day in and day out because nothing else fits. i have been avoiding so many friends i haven't seen in a while because i feel like they are gonna say to themselves "wow she has packed on the pounds again"
uugghhh-ok enough of this pity party. i gave the flipping cupcake away-i'm gonna finish this soda and start on some water.

i know i can do this, i just don't know what is making food such a priority to me. last night i went to bed telling myself i was gonna get up early and exercise. well i got up early-but chose to watch shows i had recorded. wtf?

ok sorry i'm a total downer-i'm going to find my enthusiasm!

Em.......Kevin being on the road isn't too bad....I look at it that he is half way done with the season. LOL Plus since I had a bad week last week, I can totally focus on getting into a routine while he is gone. When is J going back out? Good luck with the prep for the test. How long until you get the results?

Anna.......I think last week was a bad week for a bunch of us. Did you go sign up for meetings again?

nope-because i am a procrastinating, excuse making, lead ass.
i swear i just went on ww online to look at the schedule. can you
drive me there and drag me in?

Wow, anna, you and i are soul sistas right now!!! can you say i own one pair of jeans and 2 pairs of track pants right now???? my MIL is coming tomorrow and i don't want her to see me, i'm so embarrassed. I think alot of my issues right now have to do with the zoloft i've been on, i don't think the drug itself makes me gain weight, but i think it effects the way i deal with food. i thought i'd be one of the few who didn't gain weight on it, but low and behold, here i am 30 pounds heavy again. i finally called the doc, should have done it a long time ago, but frankly it's mortifiying to me to first off, admit that i needed help to begin with and secondly to report such massive weight gain. long story short, they switched my scrip today, one that does not cause weight gain. getting the courage to actually take a different med is a whole nother story....it took me years to get the courage up the first time around. ((((((HUGS)))))) Annabanana!!!!!

Ok, enough of bare my soul......yes, i'm an over stressed, anxiety prone, psychotic, fat housewife...LMAO...hopefully you guys still love me!

I'm off to art class to be friggin creative...the old ladies always give me a good laugh! then I'm off to clean a house for money, beats what else i could be doing for money, LOL...

Nikki......Zoloft certainly does cause weight gain. When I was on it, in a 1 month period I gained 15 pounds. I had done nothing differently either. At that time I was still working for WW....I had to get a letter from my Dr about the weight gain and the drug for my territory mgr because it put me over goal. I had even showed my TM my journal of food and exercise and she just could not believe it. And I was really working hard.

Anna......I wish I could fly out to you....but you and I both know that we would be too busy drinking and eating for a WW meeting. ROTFLMAO. Go join!!!!!!!

OK....I just did something positive. Since I have to get the kids in a little bit, I just took out a can of pineapple chunks for snack....I will have some of that!!!!
Still debating on dinner for myself. I am making tacos for the kids. I think for myself, I am going to have a lean cuisine and a large salad. If I am still hungry, then after that I will have some soup or something healthy.