Okay, I am going for..hope it isn't a dupe

...somebody please tell me how to tell if anybody else is on here in the mornings....
Ran around after work like chickens with our heads chopped off...getting supplies for the weekend, drinks, food, etc..getting crap moved down to where we will be butchering (approx 2 miles from our house--nice place but no bathroom

). Getting hogs loaded, getting fire wood...lord here is a LOT to do before these things. I was pooped out..realized after I got back in around 8, I had not cooked so we winged supper last night..whatever you could find..I ate about 1/2 cup of spagetti sauce (no noodles--had not cooked any

) and a slice of bread. I did pick up lunch meat and bread for the weekend and lots of water and diet drinks but I am scared to drink too much down there or I will be back and forth all day to the house.
DH runs through the house at 4:30 this morning "GET UP, GET UP!"...you would have thought he was going to Disney World..geezzz!! The kids drug into the den and were like WTC(that would be crap

? He had them dressed, ready and out the door by 5:10..DD looked like she could fall over. Should be an interesting day for her to say the least. I am heading to work until 12 or so--gotta pick up my paycheck (we do not have direct deposit so I need to get to the bank especially with a holiday weekend)--otherwise I would be going to Disney World with them this morning

..thank God for small favors!
I crashed and burned yesterday around 4:30..I knew I would but I held out long as I could..there was just too much food porn going on and I was totally exhausted and stressed from the day. I got a little of each thing and went to my office and that was IT..no seconds, no more sneaking anything..just ate it and it was over and done but the crying. I guess considering soup for lunch, no snacks, and a crappy supper I did okay yesterday. I had my butt up and doing exercises at 5:30.
Alright..off to get a shower and try to get somewhat organized for my day. Honestly, I am a little nervous as to what it actually is going to hold after work...I have butchered before but it was many years ago (15+) and we were not the "Main" ones but just helped so I am going into this blind..>I can well imagine it is going to cause some MAJOR blowups between DH & I and DH & the kids before it is over with...Lord grant my patience!!!!!