Thanks for the support Tasha and Molly. It's really great to have that back up to listen to me.
Molly, you said some things that got me thinking. I didn't really think I was going through real stress but in reality I was. Just recently I started to feel that tightness in my chest from stress. I started thinking about the future months coming up and if Gilbert would have a job by then and would we be able to make it and then that tightness feeling would show up. And you are right about the stresses of my mother passing and then we have been fixing up the house lately so things are out of wack around here. Then there's the in-laws......

So, yes, I guess maybe all of that is making me tired.
But it's funny. I had this image in my head before I lost the weight that I would get thin and be like a young energetic 20 year old again. I pictured myself playing frisbee, running and jumping and always on the go. Ha ha! What a joke! The only place I want to "go" to is to go take a nap!

I'm 37, tired but thinner and that's a good thing too. But, I know it would have been worse for me had all of this been going on and I was 207 again. I would have eaten some serious junk food if I was my old self and depressed about money, family
and my weight. So, I had one thing off my list of worries and that's good.

My weight is under control.
Thanks Molly and Tasha. Love you both big time! You don't judge me. You support me. I'm very grateful.