SOOO confused!

Diets?? I know it's bad to say diet because it IS life style change, but its easier to say diet.

Weight watchers? $10 A MEETING!? Is it worth it? Should I try for a free meeting (there is one tomorrow near my house..)
I asked my mom if she'd ever done WW (she's always struggled with weight) she said she hadn't, but she did like TOPS when she did it. So I looked at TOPS; there is also one near here. Membership fees: $24 annually

But she thinks I'm doing well on my own. I feel like I need more support. You all are great, but I need someone near me, too.

So... any advice? Should I try them? Should I just keep it up as I am on my own?

I have difficulty with food...main courses for dinner.