Good evening ladies,
I see i missed lots of talk. sorry, was working in the yard again. we killed two snakes. i was shaking on my leggs. never saw one that upclose before. well once when i was due for my baby girl. me and kayleigh went for a walk and saw a big black on sliddering cross the path we were walking on. i almost messed up my pants. lol... I am scared for my little girl though. she loves to explore. and i am so affraid that a snake will get her. she does not see any danger at all. anyway i love everyone opening up like they do. makes me feel i can say anything here. you guys are the best.

I sawed down some bigger trees today. it was rough. took me forever but i was determent to get them down. It's kind of weird though. when i start sawing in to that tree i just think of it as my weaknes. I am going to beat it and i can do it. I am going to stop hating my body as it is. i am going to look so good...stuf like that goes through my head when i saw. and the more i thing the harder i saw and i don't see or hear anything around me untill it's done. then after the seccond one i got kind of faint feeling. but it made me feel soo good. now i just have to saw the big tree in little pieces. piece of cake lol.

going to bed now. i am pooped. did some challenges but i did not jumproping i was too tiered and hot.
does anyone know if you can drink to much water in a day??? i think i don't but i just want to make sure.

day 4 with no soda for me. yay me.
good night everyone, be back tomrow.