I can so relate to what you are saying. I am completely addicted to sugar as well. For me the only way to kick the habit is to go cold turkey. I just don't partake. If you think you're going to give in get a piece of gum and pop it in. It gives you that sugary taste you crave but with only 5 calories. Keep waging the war and eventually you'll win. Just don't give in. And remember if you do give in, don't beat yourself up, just get back on the wagon and keep going.