My biggest change?* Well, it's not in what I eat or drink.* I've been dieting for 25 years.* My biggest change is how I look at myself and the way I accept responsibility for what I eat.* I used to be one of those people that would "fall off the wagon" and then not bother to get back on.* Now, if I 'choose' to have a burger and fries, I make allowances for it point wise.* And if it does put me over on my points, I don't fret about it.* I pick up from there and go on.* And I don't see myself as repulsive any more.* I see myself as an intelligent, beautiful woman trapped in a body that doesn't fit me.* And I'm working on getting out of that body.* It may take longer than I'd like, but I WILL get there.