as i was going thru the forum i remember this group...i am a fat woman who feels like a thin girl...i am beginning to see my pants getting bigger on me...i am 49 years old but i feel like if i were 25 if it was not for my knee pains i would feel 21...lol...i see myself being thin for the first time in my life...i am so on my way to being what i want to be...this is the first time in a long time that i feel like i can do this...most important...I KNOW...i can do this...i am so tired of bying clothes at lane bryants or looking for the plus size department...i am thin inside and now i need to be thin on the outside too...this website has brought me to a lot of you guys who are having the same problem as me...i dont know how i found it...all i know is that after having a horrible weekend on monday april 27 i said no more fat...i dont want to be this way and as i was looking online i really dont know how this site popped up on the screen and it has been my salvation....i have never to this day gone over my allowed calorie intake and i have been doing my exercises faithfully...i have had cake on my sons birthday but since i planned it i made sure my calories were really low that day so i would have a small piece of cake...not the whole cake like i would have done any other time...the thing is that i am feeling really good about myself...my face is the first thing that is showing i am losing weight...it always does the same thing...wish it was my hips...lol...but i am ok i will lose what i need to lose by next year there should be a new me....with the help of you guys...thank you!!!