[t]I QUIT WHEN I WAS PREGNANT BOTH TIMES STAYED OFF OF THEM FOR 4 YEARS. STARTED AGAIN ABOUT A 1 1/2 YEARS AGO. BETWEEN US STARTING ARE BUSINESS AND WORKING 2 SHIFTS TO MAKE THE BILLS . ALSO MY PARENTS DIVORCE AFTER 23 YEARS DIDNT HELP. I KNOW FIND MYSELF ON ZOLOFT AND SMOKING A HALF A PACK[/t][b][i][size=4][color=#ff0000]You too Kerry, I\'m here for you. All this stuff you went through MUST have been very hard. I have quit twice before. I lasted 3 months the first time and 9 months the second time. I get days where I still want a cig and my other quitter friends have told me this is the way it\'s going to be for the rest of my life. [IMG]http://72.52.165.61/vbulet