Hi,
Ok so to re-evaluate why I want to loose weight. Well, this task proved very interesting for me. When I sat down to think about it, I came up with an answer that I didn't expect.
I want to loose weight to feel better about myself and to be able to be the mommy I have always wanted to be. I use to say it was to prove my doctor wrong, and to shove it in her face. However I am beyond that now, I don't have to prove anything to her, I know I can do it whether she thought so or not. I have come so far, and I do have to thank her for getting me started on my journey by telling me that I can't do it. But now I have myself to thank for keeping me in the race. I feel so much better than I have ever felt in my whole life. I am feeling confident when I go out places, and I know how to make better choices for myself! I know now what I have never been able to know my whole life. I know self control and drive! I have learned that on my journey and I owe that to all of my buddies who have never let me give up no matter how hard things have gotten!!!


On a side note. My hubby did something today that made my day. I have been having an issue with my wedding bands and engagement ring. They are way to big and I am afraid that I will loose them because they just slide off my finger. I don't know what I would ever do if that did happen, I would be heartbroken!
Well today my hubby took me to Fashion Bug. They sell "fine" jewelery. He had me pick out a cubic zirconia ring that I can wear on my finger for now until I can have my rings sized. I was so happy that he did this for me. He knows how much I don't want to loose my real rings, and how I can't see getting them sized until I am at my goal weight. I don't want the bands to become too weak and break. So now I have a beautiful "diamond" to wear which means a lot to me too! Even if it isn't my real rings. I am just trying to get use to this rock that is on my finger! My new ring is has a big stone in it, much bigger than my original. It was the smallest stone that I could find I don't like huge rocks! But the price was right and this way I won't loose my real diamonds, I will place them in our safe for now.
The best news is that my original rings are a size 11, and this ring is only a size 8!!! and that is actually loose! They didn't have half sized, or I would have gotten a 7 1/2!

Well anyways.... I am done rambling on and on! Maybe I will take a picture of my ring to share with you later.