Hey guys! I am hoping to get some SERIOUS numbers this week since I started my phentermine regimen again. Cross your fingers for me, still fighting the good fight of quitting smoking... seems the boyfriend doesnt help AT ALL. Here are my goals:

1. Water water water
2. Stop smoking COMPLETELY without help from patches, gum etc.
3. Keep taking my phentermine and vitamins
4. DIG MY MANUAL TREADMILL OUT OF STORAGE AND USE IT!
5. Try to stop being so down and hard on myself and learn that life is what it is and everything will be ok.

Self esteem is WAY down lately. Not only being overweight but I feel like I am over stressed and going to break down any minute. Then I get mad at myself for not being able to deal. ugh!