Originally Posted by 14447

Another day down, another night of baseball. I enjoy the games though. My mom has been keeping Nathan so that has been great. It's really too hot to bring him out. I will have to bring him tomorrow night. If they win then they have to beat the same team again Wednesday in order to make it to the state tournament. We have been playing since Friday and the only thing I've gotten from the concession stand is bottles of water. No junk at all. I've been cooking before each game.

Today I didn't journal. Bad me. I don't know why. I feel myself slipping into the old pattern. Gotta recognize and pull myself out. I was very very very exhausted today. I was supposed to go for a swim but I crashed and slept for three hours! Nathan and Madelyn both slept over three hours. Once I was up I had loads of energy but it was time to head out to the baseball field. I will make it up tomorrow. I will take the fatigue over the cravings any day! I just can't control those cravings. Thank goodness they aren't here this time around.

Have a wonderful night everyone.