hello rockstars---
sorry I have been MIA lately...I just get so consumed in my life that i dont take the time to get in touch with everyone. that is something i need to work on. i get on here and read the forum about once a day...but havent felt like getting involved in the conversations...DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT? my doctor put me on antideppresants, and i just upped my dosage and for the first time in a long time...i felt great today! i felt that i was a good mom, plus i got a lot accomplished. i finally feel like i'm taking control of my life...been working on myself, finances and getting organized. anyway, i am like this with other friends in my day to day life...i fall out of touch with them...i guess just so i dont have to talk to them. am i crazy...or does that happen to anyone else? anyway...the new and improved me is here!! Anyway...hope everyone had an awesome 4th of July!! I really love you guys and the support you give me. I am going to step it up and quit being so selfish...i love the support i get, but dont encourage others enough. Thats my goal for this week....love love love