hey rockstarz,
hope every1 is havn a great 4th!
sorry i haven't bn here faithfully n 4ever but i'm hopefully b bac 2 my ol self soon. but just wanted 2 tell every1 that i weighed myself yesterday. as i stepped on the scale i just knew i had gained all my weight back n then some but the #'s told me i had only gained 4 pds back. thats stilll alot n my book but it's better than gaining 15 or so bac. n i'm n this stage again it's like i can't stop eating. i'm never full. i'm like gn down a hill n can't stop myself. but when i saw my weight gain i told myself i may not b at my worst gain that i thought i was at but it doesn't give me the freedom 2 keep eating. no one can lose or get me 2 slow down on my eating except me so i kinda gave my self a whoppin... n said that i'm at 155pds n i'm staying there. I'm not gn 2 go ne more up on that scale the only change n the 155 needs 2 b decreasing. so i just finally put my foot down n said no one is making me eat n gain weight like this except me so my foots down n hopefully soon the weight will start 2. I may stay at this weight 4 awhile but it's better than gaining. so rockstarz! here i go!
rock on ya'll u can do it! n have a rockn 4th!
roxi